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Tuesday, September 26, 2006

8 Secrets 

i got this from Lili who got it from Watcher. These are two of my most favorite ladies, so of course i thought i'd give it a try. Memes ususally end up on Always His... but somehow this one seemed more appropriate here.

1) Things that remind me of my grandfather turn me on to the extreme and then leave me feeling disgusted and ashamed.

2) i have had orgasms at really embarrassing and inappropriate times in my life, i think due to stress and that i super-kegal when i'm upset. For example, when being questioned by the police, during labor, and being checked into the mental hospital for the first time.

3) i kegal pretty much constantly. Its a nervous habit.

4) i first cut at age four. It was after the first time i ever got in trouble at preschool. i felt like my whole world had crashed down on me. i had to find a way to stand it. The cutting helped. i wish i had found something else.

5) i used to fuck JH for cigarettes.

6) i have to wax my eyebrows often or i grow a unibrow. *sigh*

7) i continued to talk to Tommy for a long time after "the incident." J and i almost didn't get back together because of him. i knew it was wrong, but something broken inside me craved it.

8) my secrets are embarrassing. i spent a long time considering not publishing this list.

Raven screamed at 8:05 PM


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