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Friday, September 08, 2006

"Couldn't" 

We got back to town and i went home to my parents house and slept in my own bed. i hugged my nieces and nephews and watched my mother and father with greedy eyes. i drank more than ever and started defying Jackson on a regular basis, no longer caring how badly he beat me.
Then i went back to Edward's and worked. It was just as bad as before, the clients horrible, the rules stringent, the pressure unbearable. And, so again i asked Benny to take me away. And, this time, he flat out told me he "couldn't." He couldn't leave his drug connections. He chose his drugs over me.

Raven screamed at 7:31 PM


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