So, i've been reading through the archives here, trying to decide where i want to go this week, (i do this every damn Monday, i need a better system) and i realized, there is a whole side of me that isn't represented. i was often a defeated, hopeless girl, beaten down by my circumstances. That side of me is clearly drawn. But, every so often, i would look at the shitty hand i got dealt, and get really pissed off. If someone happened to rub me the wrong way during that time... they would break through the barrier stifling my rage and a bit would boil out. So... this week is just going to be flashes of that anger. We aren't dealing with the consequences yet... i'll probably come back and tell those stories... but for now, lets have a whole week of this other side of me. Watch out, i could be a little bitch. Now i can be a big one.