Four random examples of rage. Starting with... i was about seven years old the first time i remember loosing it like that. i was upset and pissed off because i had been scheduled to spend the weekend with my parents, but something had suddenly come up and i was now stuck with Granddaddy alone all weekend. Granny was in the hospital. i was hurt and angry.So, then he wanted to play. And, i just was NOT able to cope with it this time. i was standing there, under the willow tree with smoke coming out of my ears, and he was laughing at me. Then he told me to take my clothes off. And, i wouldn't do it.He stalked over to me, and bit me on the shoulder and i just snapped. Screaming and cursing like a banshee i met him on his next charge and punched him as hard as i could in the groin. He made a sound of agonized misery that sent a rush of joy to my heart and i used my tiny malnourished frame to ram into him again. i was so filled with hate and rage that the impossible happened, and i knocked him back a few steps. Then he was teetering on the edge of the bank to the creek and i felt the greatest rush. i set my small feet, let out a shriek that was terrible and gave voice to all of my pain and hurt and miserable sense of betrayal and worthlessness. And, i charged him.And, with a cry of pained surprise, he toppled over the edge of the bank, rolled down the hill, and splashed into the creek. The only thought in my head was that i hoped he broke his neck. Unfortunately, he didn't.
