The next story may take a while to tell. i don't know how long it will take. i only know that i want to do justice to the people involved. The innocent baby who didn't deserve to die, the young man who did the best he could to save him, and the little girl who felt her baby being ripped from her. my son haunts me. He didn't want to die. i have no wish to be rid of Matthew. i want him to stay with me always. But, perhaps if i could rest a bit easier about it, so could he. Its worth a shot.
