Jackson had a half brother with down syndrom. Everytime i think of this boy i burn hot with shame. Geoff was about 3 years older than Jackson, and thought Jackson had hung the moon. He had the mental capacity of approximately a 7 year old. He also had an extra finger. Jackson thought that the fact that Geoff could never have sex a horrible shame. And, so, he provided him with sex. me. i cannot tell you how horribly ashamed i am for basically molesting a young man to avoid a beating. i never had to actually take my clothes off, a hand job was all it took. But, i always felt the most horribly dirty afterwards. A party would have been a better option. The guilt was crushing. It still is. And, i often wonder... how badly did that screw Geoff up for the rest of his life? And, once i got away from Jackson... who did it for him?
