Benny let me drink rather more than i should have, and gave me one of his own morphine tablets on top of the already massive amount of narcotics John had given me. By the time John returned to the back basement room looking grim, i was nearly gone. Everything is in flashes after that.John showing me how to use the steel wool to scrub the inside of my vagina so it would bleed easily. Benny walking away in disgust.The sweet little pink nighie that was too tight across my tits and had to be exchanged for something with a chartoon character on it.John brushing my hair so gently.And, finally, the lines of coke so i would wake up a bit.Then we were in the car. John looked over at me and sighed."You be a good girl now. Be a real good girl and this will be over in a couple of hours and I'll give you a treat."