So fuck me running. i had to take a break to work on potty training Brad. Which was going very well. Then this morning he gets up sick as a damn dog. So, we are loosing progress in our potty training while he lays around sick as a dog and unable to clean up after himself, even with help, which is a major motivator. Dammit. i'm cursed i tell you. i do not know where to go. Ebony's story just takes too much out of me to tell right now. i'd like to come back to it when i have more energy to devote to her. She deserves her story to be told well. So where does that leave us? Fuck if i know. Something easier, lighter, less involved. Less guilt. These days i'm feeling guilty and like i'm fucking up all the time with the potty training war and some issues surrounding Kami, i just don't need a path right now that makes me feel like shit. So... i don't know. i'm looking.
