i just cannot pull it together. Its scary. i feel like my life has turned into a huge rushing roller coaster that i can barely hold on to. As per usual when my life turned into a shambles i have retreated into a far corner and i'm not communicating with anyone. my best friends are calling me saying where the hell are you and emails are going unanswered. i feel like i'm down in the hole. Drowning. And, i can't even seem to reach out a hand to ask for help. What help is there anyway?
