i didn't get to post yesterday because Brad had oral surgery. i thought i'd feel like blogging when i got home, but i was just too exhausted and wrung out. It went well, he's doing great and life is getting back to normal.
i have an appointment this afternoon to go back on my medication. i'm dreading it, i know i will be tired for a while. But, i look at Vanessa and see how much better she is on her medication and i want that. Not only for me but also for my family. So i guess i'll go get the damn pills, take them, and nap.
As for dealing with old issues, i'm still debating what to tackle next. i'll probably try to work on some very early stuff which will be difficult for me. But, i do think its necessary. The root of my problem, to oversimplify. If i can make peace with that little girl... perhaps i can begin to make peace with all of it.