On Monday, i went back to therapy. To say it didn't go well is the understatement of the year. i've been on such shaky ground ever since, i've been going and staying with a family member every evening and eating enough valium to sink a battleship. i hope there is an eventual payoff for all of this. my sister says there is. She swears up and down that eventually it gets easier and it helps. *sigh* So, i've been scared to try to blog. i want to. It helps. But, i'm scared of dredging it up and then going and talking to that woman.
i think i'm scared i'll actually tell her something.
At any rate, i'll be back to posting soon. i'm hoping for tomorrow. i had a pretty good day today. Tomorrow i may try to stay home.
