So, when i started therapy, i got writer's block on this blog. i've opened blogger several times and tried to write, and i just can't. Nothing comes. i can't seem to hold on to images or anything. Even the last post, i originally wrote in Word, which i never do. So, today, i finally discussed this with my therapist. i mourned my writing here, i was grieving the most helpful tool i have ever found in my recovery. Her best guess was that i was trying to open doors that i was not yet ready to open and that in trying to force them open i had just created a block. Sooo... i guess i'm going to back away from Granddaddy and the basement again. We'll go back to more stuff from Edward's place, or Jackson, or JH. And, if that doesn't help, i'll just try to blog snatches of images or something. The point is, i want to get back to writing here everyday Monday through Friday.
