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Friday, July 21, 2006

Not Long 

i was still on the floor trying to pretend not to hear when John arrived to pick me up. i heard his voice below me and knew he was down the stairs and for once i longed for him. His hell was better than this hell and i wanted him to come and take me away. So intent was i on the pitch and timber of John's voice that i was caught totally off guard when i was grabbed by the hair and dragged back onto the bed to lick the woman. This time i could feel soft hair on my neck and warm breathe in my face.
The woman had an intense orgasm very quickly. She ended with her legs clamped tight on my head and when they fell away my blindfold was askew. i looked down in horror at a little girl of about eight, her arms bound behind her back. It was easy to see she didn't belong to these two, for she was Hispanic and they were not.
i wanted so badly to save her, to help her get away. But, my own captor was at the door. The man opened the door to let John in and i held the little girl's hand.
"Raven, now don't give me problems." John threatened from the doorway.
i held on tighter.
"I told you, most talented mouth in the stable, but also no hardness in her at all. Now there will be a big teary scene, and I'll have to beat her. I told you not to let her see the little bitch."
The man looked daggers at the woman.
The woman picked up a bath brush that was laying on an ottoman with other nasties beside the bed. The girl started to cry. i took her into my arms automatically.
The woman pointed at me.
"Go now and I won't use it on her. Stay on that bed another minute, and you can watch her scream."
i left. That night i got Benny to beat me, but he wouldn't do enough to make me satisfied. i even asked John. He laughed and told me he'd not do it just to watch me eat myself up. And, i did. Until there was something more immediate to eat at me. So it really wasn't long.

Raven screamed at 9:14 AM


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