i lay awake at night sometimes thinking of Kayla. i wonder what happened to her. Is she out of the game, just past her 30th birthday, chasing kids and living with her demons? Did Ricky sell her and the child? What became of her. i'll never know. i like to think of her living a life of PTA and puppies. The sweet little dream she whispered in a cramped room we waited to die in. Somehow my imagination won't conjure it. i only see more of the same. She probably sees the same for me if she looks.
What bothers me most... i never even knew her real name. my sister, lover, best friend, confidant, protector and confessor. i suppose her name doesn't matter.
