So in this post Pearl said that i always got the most fucked up tricks. And, she was right. i did always get the most weird sick fucks. Guys who were normal with the other girls in the house turned into twisted demented psychos with me. i had noticed this way before Pearl said anything and had gone to John. "What's wrong with me?" "What do you mean? Nothings wrong with you, you are about the best earner in the house and you don't even live here." "No, i mean why do i make all the guys act so fucking sick?" He sighed. He pulled me into his lap. "Raven, baby, all the girls are fucked up. We don't want them if they aren't fucked up, they'd cause too much trouble. But you are bad fucked up. But, its in a way men like. You are probably the most fucked up girl I've ever seen, and I've seen a lot. You'll probably self destruct. But, if you don't, we'll sell you for a fortune. Benny loves you, so I'll find you a man that's good to you when he's not using you. You'll make a great pet." "So its my fault they go crazy." "Yeah, but you can't help it. Your crazy brings out their crazy." "Am i nasty?" "No, honey. You are just so much fun to kick. You aren't nasty, but you think you are, and it hurts you so much. You loose all dignity. You come in scared but calm, and in no time they break you. Who can resist that?" "You do." "Benny loves you. I lay off you because I let him have you. Sometimes I regret it. But, if I played with you all the time, you'd almost definitely kill yourself. And, you're worth too much money." He twisted my nipple until i squirmed and i felt him harden under my lap. "Now go away, go away before I play with you. Get the fuck away from me, Raven. You are a temptation I don't need right now."
