By now i was just done. i had been sold, used, beaten, humiliated, terrified and threatened more than i could stand. i was just done. i clung to Benny and looked for reassurance. i think he tried to provide it, but it was not a situation that could be reassured much. When Benny carried me down the basement steps and handed me to John it was more than i could bear. i found the hole in the wall and escaped. Enough was enough.