After that i performed my very first train. Five runners lined up in the hall to take their turns after Edward. The first was Ricky. He was easy with me. Next came Jimmy and he gave me my first ever hit of acid. i thought it was a dud and spent the whole time he rode me waiting for something exciting to happen. It didn't. Then came Bob, he was rough. i ripped and bled and cried. Around the time Randy flipped me onto my knees the acid kicked in. i watched in fascination as the stitching ran in circles on my bedspread and barely noticed him even though my nose almost touched the bed several times. i don't remember who came last. i would learn to handle drugs, but in the early days they knocked me on my ass. i don't know how much time passed before Benny came and found me. He lead me down the hall to the bathroom and bathed me like a child. He even washed my long hair and conditioned it, combing it out for me. Finally i was dressed in a nightie and led from the bathroom.
